Chapter 10: Sunday Dinner


Vivian arrived at six o'clock with a bottle of wine she had clearly chosen carefully and a look on her face that was trying very hard not to be hopeful.
Mei opened the door and stepped back to let her in.
"You came," Mei said.
"You invited me," Vivian said.
"Though I wasn't entirely sure you meant it."
"I wasn't entirely sure either," Mei said.
"Come in."
The house was warm.
Something was cooking — a roast, the smell of it filling the hallway in the way that only happens when someone has been cooking for hours, which Mei had been, not because it was necessary but because she had needed something to do with her hands while she decided how she felt.
Daniel appeared from the kitchen, shook Vivian's hand without ceremony, took the wine she offered, and went back to whatever he was doing.
The normality of it seemed to unsettle Vivian slightly — she had clearly prepared for something more formal, more weighted.
"He's not going to make it difficult," Mei said quietly.
"I know," Vivian said.
"That's almost harder."
They sat in the living room while the roast finished.
Vivian looked around the room — at the books, the photographs on the shelf, the small things that accumulate in a house where two people have built a life together without needing to announce it.
"It's a good home," Vivian said.
"It is," Mei agreed.
"I said something terrible about it once.
At dinner.
Do you remember?"
"Modest but sweet," Mei said.
"For what it is."
Vivian closed her eyes briefly.
"I was performing for Preston.
He liked it when I was sharp about you.
It made him feel like he understood the family dynamics." She opened her eyes.
"I told myself it was harmless.
That you didn't hear.
That it didn't count because I didn't fully mean it."
"I heard," Mei said.
"I know."
"And it counted."
"I know that too."
They sat quietly for a moment.
Not comfortably, exactly — there was still too much between them for comfort — but honestly.
Without the performance on either side.
"Dad used to say we were more alike than we knew," Vivian said.
"You and I.
I used to hate that.
I thought he was just trying to make peace."
"He probably was," Mei said.
"He was always trying to make peace."
"He was right, though.
Wasn't he." It wasn't quite a question.
Mei looked at her sister.
The grey jumper again.
The bare hands.
The face that had stopped trying to be anything other than what it was.
"Maybe," Mei said.
"Ask me again in a year."
The corner of Vivian's mouth moved.
Not quite a smile.
But the shape of one, trying.
Daniel appeared in the doorway.
"Ten minutes," he said.
They moved to the table.
---
Dinner was not easy and it was not the restoration of something lost.
It was something different — the careful, deliberate construction of something new from materials that had been damaged and needed to be handled differently now.
They talked about their father.
About the things he used to say, the habits he had, the particular way he laughed at his own jokes before he'd finished telling them.
They talked about their mother — carefully, with the specific tenderness reserved for people whose absence has never fully become real.
Vivian told a story about their mother's jewelry that Mei had never heard.
How their mother had let Vivian try on a particular necklace when she was seven years old, and how Vivian had immediately broken the clasp, and how their mother had simply said, *That's all right, we'll get it fixed,* without a single word of reproach.
"I thought about that necklace," Vivian said.
"When I signed the paperwork for the sale.
I told myself it was just an object.
That she wouldn't have minded." She paused.
"I think I knew, even then, that I was lying to myself."
"The necklace is in the recovery list," Mei said.
"Margaret thinks the auction house may still have records of the buyer.
It's a long shot, but—"
"It doesn't matter," Vivian said.
"I mean — it matters.
But it's not the point." She looked at Mei.
"The point is that I knew it was wrong and I did it anyway because I was afraid and because a man I trusted told me it was fine.
And those are reasons, but they're not excuses.
I understand the difference now."
Mei nodded.
"I understand it too," she said.
"The difference between a reason and an excuse.
It took me a long time."
"What changed?" Vivian asked.
Mei looked at Daniel, who was cutting the last of the roast and not appearing to listen, which was his way of listening most carefully.
"Someone showed me," she said.
"What it looks like when a person takes responsibility without making it about themselves.
Without needing you to forgive them faster than you're ready to." She paused.
"It's harder than it sounds."
Vivian looked at Daniel too.
"You found a good one," she said quietly.
"I know," Mei said.
---
After dinner, they washed up together — the three of them in the small kitchen, the way it happens in houses where people are comfortable enough not to stand on ceremony.
Daniel dried.
Vivian stacked.
Mei washed.
At the door, when Vivian was leaving, she turned back.
"The sentencing," she said.
"Next month.
I'm going to be there.
I think I need to be."
"So will I," Mei said.
"Will you — " Vivian stopped.
Started again.
"Would you sit with me?"
Mei looked at her sister.
At the question in it.
At everything the question was carrying without saying it.
"Yes," she said.
"I'll sit with you."
Vivian nodded.
Pressed her lips together.
Turned and walked down the path to her car.
Mei stood in the doorway until the taillights disappeared around the corner.
Daniel came and stood beside her.
"How do you feel?" he said.
She thought about it honestly, the way he had taught her to — not reaching for the answer that sounded right, but waiting for the one that was true.
"Like something that was broken a long time ago," she said, "is being repaired very slowly.
And it's going to look different when it's done.
But it's going to hold."
He put his arm around her.
They stood there in the doorway for a moment, the warm light of the house behind them and the quiet street ahead, and Mei thought about her father at his kitchen table, saying the number out loud so that she would always know it.
She thought: *I know, Dad.
We found it.
All of it.*
Then she stepped back inside, and Daniel closed the door gently behind them.
---
*Some betrayals run so deep that the people who love us most try to protect us from them before they even happen — leaving us clues, saying the numbers out loud, trusting us to pay attention.
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