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Chapter 10: What Daniel Chose

Two weeks after the charges were filed, Daniel came to the house.

Ryan had known he would eventually.

Daniel had given his full statement to Detective Reyes the night of the incident, as promised.

He had handed over every document Evelyn had shown him, every email she had sent, and a recording he had made himself of a phone call with her three months earlier — a call in which Evelyn had outlined, in careful detail, the timeline she intended to follow.

Daniel had recorded it, he told Reyes, because something had felt wrong.

He hadn't known what to do with the feeling.

He had kept the recording on his phone and done nothing.

That recording had become one of the most significant pieces of evidence in the case.

Ryan had known all of this.

Carol had told him.

He had not called Daniel to thank him, and he had not called Daniel to argue.

He had simply waited.

Daniel knocked on a Saturday morning.

Oliver was in the back garden.

Maya was watching him from the kitchen window.

Ryan opened the door.

Daniel looked like he had aged.

There were lines around his eyes that Ryan didn't remember.

He was holding a paper bag — something from the bakery two streets over, by the smell of it.

"I didn't know what to bring," Daniel said.

"I brought pastries.

It seemed stupid the moment I bought them."

Ryan stepped back and let him in.

They sat at the kitchen table.

Maya brought coffee and then took hers to the back garden to sit near Oliver.

Ryan understood that she was giving them the room, and also that she was not going far.

"I should have called you," Daniel said.

"The moment she came to me.

I should have called you that same day and told you what she was saying."

"Yes."

"I told myself I was protecting you.

That I was handling it so you wouldn't have to." Daniel wrapped both hands around his mug.

"But I think the truth is that I've been doing what she told me to do my whole life, and I didn't know how to stop."

Ryan looked at his brother across the table.

"She showed me things that weren't real," Daniel said.

"I know that now.

But I looked at them and I wanted them to be real, because if they were real then I was doing the right thing.

And if I was doing the right thing, I didn't have to look at what I was actually doing."

"Which was helping her take my son."

"Yes." Daniel didn't look away.

"Which was that."

Outside, Oliver laughed at something.

A bird, probably.

He found the birds endlessly funny.

"The recording," Ryan said.

"Why did you make it?"

Daniel was quiet for a moment.

"Because she said something on that call that I couldn't make fit with the story she'd been telling me.

She said — and I remember this exactly — she said, 'Once this is done, Maya will have no standing and Ryan will have no choice.' And I thought — standing for what?

Choice about what?" He set down the mug.

"She wasn't talking about Oliver's welfare.

She was talking about control.

I heard it and I still didn't stop, but I recorded it because some part of me knew."

"Some part of you knew for three months."

"Yes."

Ryan stood up and went to the window.

Maya was sitting on the garden bench.

Oliver was crouched near the flower bed, examining something on the ground with complete absorption.

"I don't know what we are right now," Ryan said.

"I don't know if we're brothers in the way we were before.

I don't know if that comes back."

"I understand."

"But I know you gave them the recording.

And I know that mattered." Ryan turned from the window.

"So I'm not asking you to leave.

And I'm not telling you it's fine.

I'm telling you it's going to take time, and I don't know how much."

Daniel nodded.

He picked up his mug again.

From the garden, Oliver's voice carried through the glass: "Mama, look.

A bug."

Maya leaned forward to look.

"A big one?"

"Very big," Oliver said seriously.

Daniel looked toward the window.

Something moved across his face — not quite a smile, not quite grief.

Something between the two.

"He's okay," Daniel said.

May you like

"He's okay," Ryan said.

They sat with that for a while, the coffee going warm between them, the sounds of the garden coming through the glass.

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