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Chapter 5: The Daughter at the Door

The wedding coordinator, a nervous woman named Paula who had managed forty-seven weddings and never lost control of a single one, stepped forward with her clipboard pressed to her chest.

Paula: I'm so sorry, I can't allow — this is a private ceremony and—

Daniel: Let her in, Paula.

Paula: Daniel, I really think—

Daniel: Please let her in.

Paula stepped aside.

The door at the back of the hall opened.

She was younger than most people expected.

Late twenties.

Dark coat.

She'd been crying recently — the kind of crying that leaves a person very still afterward, not shaking.

She stood in the doorway and looked at the room full of dressed-up strangers looking back at her, and she didn't flinch.

Her name was Nina Foss.

She walked down the aisle the way people walk when they've rehearsed something in their head for a long time.

Steady.

Deliberate.

She stopped when she reached Cassie.

For a moment the two women just looked at each other.

Nina: I wasn't going to come.

I told myself it wasn't my business.

Cassie: It isn't.

Nina: My father's lawyer contacted me last week.

There's a new filing on the contested properties.

Your attorney submitted it on Monday.

Cassie: That is a private legal matter.

Nina: You filed it four days before your wedding.

Cassie: Nina—

Nina: He loved you.

He genuinely loved you.

He changed his will six weeks after he met you.

Six weeks.

His friends told him it was too fast.

His doctor told him to slow down.

He didn't listen to any of them because he thought you were the one person in his life who actually saw him.

Her voice didn't waver.

It was the voice of someone who had been angry for a long time and had finally found a place to put it down.

Cassie: I did love him.

Nina: You left Phoenix the week after the funeral.

Cassie: I couldn't stay there.

Everything reminded me of—

Nina: You left before the headstone was set.

Before we'd finished cleaning out his apartment.

You packed your things and you drove away and you never called us again.

His mother asked about you for months.

She thought maybe you were too gr*eved to reach out.

She made excuses for you.

The room was so quiet that the ventilation hum above the ceiling was audible.

Nina reached into her coat pocket and took out a folded piece of paper.

She didn't hand it to Daniel.

She set it on the altar rail where Cassie's bouquet had been.

Nina: That's a letter my father wrote.

He wrote it two weeks before he passed.

He asked his lawyer to hold it.

He said if anything ever felt wrong with the estate proceedings, the lawyer should release it.

He felt that something might feel wrong.

Cassie stared at the paper.

Nina: He knew you, Cassie.

At the end, he knew.

Daniel reached for the letter.

Cassie's hand shot out.

Cassie: Don't.

Daniel: Don't what?

Cassie: You don't need to read that.

It's old.

It's from a grieving, sick man and it's not relevant to us.

Daniel: Then it shouldn't matter if I read it.

Cassie: Daniel—

He picked up the letter.

She grabbed his arm.

Cassie: I am asking you.

As the woman you were going to marry an hour ago.

I am asking you not to read that letter in this room.

He looked at her hand on his arm.

She released it.

He unfolded the letter.

He read it standing up, and the room watched him read it, and no one spoke.

When he finished, he folded it again.

He held it for a moment.

Then he held it out to Nina.

Nina: Keep it.

You should have it.

Daniel: I'm sorry.

About your father.

Nina: Me too.

She looked at Cassie one more time.

Something passed between them — not forgiveness, not hatred, something exhausted and final.

Then Nina turned and walked back up the aisle and out through the doors she'd come in through.

Cassie watched her go.

Then she turned back to Daniel with the performance voice fully assembled and ready.

Cassie: Whatever that letter said—

Daniel: He warned me.

Cassie: What?

Daniel: He wrote it like a warning.

To whoever came next.

He said — he said she'll make you feel like the only person who ever really understood her.

And then one day you'll realize she was the only person in the room who understood herself.

Cassie went very still.

Daniel folded the letter into his breast pocket, beside the envelope.

Daniel: We're done, Cassie.

Cassie: You don't mean that.

Daniel: Give me the ring.

She held her hand against her chest.

Cassie: You are making the biggest mistake of your life.

Daniel: Maybe.

May you like

But it's mine to make.

He held out his hand and waited.

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