Chapter 4: What Emily Carried Alone


I walked back into the room slowly.
Walter had gotten to his feet.
Mia was holding his hand, watching me with her father's eyes — I could see it now, the same shape, the same particular stillness.
Lily had fallen asleep sitting up against the far wall.
She did that sometimes.
Went from fully present to entirely g*ne in under a minute.
I looked at Emily.
"Outside," I said.
She followed me to the kitchen without a word.
I closed the door behind us.
The overhead light was too bright.
Neither of us moved to dim it.
"He says someone close to you has been watching this house."
Emily's face didn't collapse the way I expected.
It went very still instead.
"I know," she said.
"You know."
"I've suspected for about six months."
"Six months." I set the phone face-down on the counter.
"And you didn't think that was something to mention."
"I didn't know what I was dealing with yet." She sat down at the kitchen table.
Her hands went flat on the surface in front of her.
"When Daniel first contacted me — this was eight years ago, Ryan.
Eight years.
A letter came to my office.
He'd found me through the firm I worked at before we were engaged.
He said he was your twin.
He sent proof."
"What kind of proof?"
"A DNA report.
His birth certificate.
A copy of the same photograph Walter has." She looked up.
"He said your parents — your father — had arranged everything.
Two women, same hospital, same night.
Your mother kept you.
The other woman was paid to disappear with Daniel."
The kitchen was very quiet.
"Why."
"Your father wanted a son in a specific life.
Clean.
Respectable.
Safe." Her jaw tightened slightly.
"Daniel's mother wasn't considered suitable.
So he was taken from her.
She d*ed two years later.
They told Daniel she gave him up willingly."
I pulled out the chair across from her and sat down.
"He grew up in the system?"
"Until he was eleven.
Then a family took him in.
Good people, he said.
But by then he'd already been in places that left marks." She paused.
"When he found me, he wasn't looking for money or revenge.
He just wanted to know if you were okay.
He said that was all he'd ever wanted to know."
Something in my chest shifted in a way I didn't have a name for yet.
"Then why the secrecy?
Why didn't you tell me eight years ago?"
"Because he asked me not to.
He was tangled in something — some people he'd got involved with when he was younger, trying to get records unsealed, trying to find out what really happened to his mother.
It had put him in a dangerous position." She met my eyes.
"He said if I told you, you'd come looking.
And if you came looking, they'd come for you too."
"So you protected me."
"I tried to."
"By lying to me for eight years."
"Yes." She didn't flinch from it.
"By lying to you for eight years."
I sat with that for a long moment.
"The person watching this house," I said.
"Who is it?"
Emily's hands pressed harder against the table.
"I think it's your father's old business partner.
A man named Carver." She said the name quietly, like it had weight.
"He was involved in the original arrangement.
And I think he's been keeping track of any loose ends ever since."
The word loose ends landed somewhere uncomfortable.
"Mia," I said.
Emily nodded slowly.
"Daniel found something.
Documents, he thinks.
Evidence of what was done to his mother.
To him." She exhaled.
"Carver knows he found it.
May you like
That's why Daniel is in the hospital.
That's why Mia is in our wall."