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Chapter 10: Sixty Days

Helen was right.

It took fifty-three days.

Renee's father — his name was Gerald Whitmore — responded to Helen's counter-filing with bluster and then silence and then, on a Wednesday morning in early autumn, a settlement letter.

He agreed to release the claim in exchange for a one-time payment of eighteen thousand pounds, acknowledging in writing that the 1987 agreement had been substantially addressed by the 1991 and 1994 payments.

It was not nothing.

But it was not four hundred thousand.

And it was the end of it.

Helen called me with the news.

I was at my desk at work.

I stepped into the hallway, listened to her read the key paragraph, and said, "Accept it."

"Already done," she said.

"Your mother signed the authorization this morning."

"Thank you, Helen."

"Buy me a decent coffee when you're next in the area," she said, and hung up.

I stood in the hallway for a moment.

The office noise continued on the other side of the glass.

Someone was laughing.

A phone rang and was answered.

I sent Daniel a text that said only: *It's done.*

His reply came in under a minute: *Come for dinner Sunday.*

I went.

He had a new flat by then — he'd moved out of the house he and Renee had been sharing, the lease having ended naturally in September.

His new place was smaller.

A second-floor flat in a quieter part of the city, with a kitchen table that fit four people if they didn't mind their elbows touching.

He made pasta.

Marcus came.

A woman named Jess who turned out to be someone Marcus had been quietly seeing for months came too.

It was ordinary in a way that felt deliberate — the kind of ordinary that is chosen after a period of the opposite.

After dinner, Daniel and I washed up while Marcus and Jess sat in the living room.

"How's Mom," I said.

"Better." He handed me a bowl to dry.

"She's been going through Dad's files.

All of them.

She found the original partnership agreement from 1983.

She gave it to Helen."

"Does it help?"

"Helen said it corroborates everything.

It's archived now, in case Whitmore ever changes his mind."

I dried the bowl and set it on the shelf.

"She asked about you," he said.

"What did she say?"

"She said she wanted to get you something.

To replace the dresses." He handed me another bowl.

"I told her you'd probably prefer she just said it directly."

"I would," I said.

"She's working on it," he said.

"She's not good at direct."

"I know."

"She's trying, though."

I looked at him.

He was focused on the washing up, scrubbing something off the bottom of a pan with the particular concentration of someone keeping their face neutral.

"So are we," I said.

He nodded.

Handed me the pan.

Two weeks later, my mother called me on a Sunday afternoon.

"I'd like to take you shopping," she said.

"If you're willing."

I was quiet for a moment.

"Not to replace the dresses," she said quickly.

"I know I can't replace them.

I just — I'd like to buy you something.

Properly.

Without an agenda."

"All right," I said.

"Next Saturday?"

"Yes."

She arrived at my door at ten in the morning with two coffees from the place on the corner.

She handed me one without comment.

We walked to the high street in the thin autumn sun.

We didn't talk about the wedding.

We didn't talk about Whitmore or the filing or the settlement.

We didn't talk about the shears, which were presumably still somewhere in the house, though neither of us had mentioned them since that night.

We walked into a shop.

She looked at the racks.

I looked at the racks.

"What about this one?" she said, holding up a deep green coat with a wide collar.

I looked at it.

"Try it on," she said.

I did.

She stood back and looked at me the way a mother looks at a daughter when she is actually seeing her — not assessing, not comparing, not calculating.

Just looking.

"It suits you," she said.

It was not an apology.

It was not a declaration.

It was a woman in her sixties, standing in a shop on a Saturday morning, trying in the only way she currently knew how.

I looked at myself in the mirror.

The coat was warm and the colour was right and the morning was quiet.

"I'll take it," I said.

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