Chapter 5: My Brother's Voice on the Other End


Daniel did not hang up.
That surprised me, at first.
Then I understood — hanging up would have been an admission.
Staying on the line gave him room to negotiate.
"Nathan, listen to me before you—"
"Sixty thousand dollars," I said.
"Our father's car.
And whatever else you haven't told me yet."
A pause.
"Sarah explained it wrong."
"Then explain it right."
"It wasn't supposed to go the way it did.
The investment was solid — I had a contact, someone I'd worked with before, the numbers were real.
I would never have moved that money if I didn't believe in it."
"You moved money from my account without my knowledge or consent."
"Sarah gave me—"
"Sarah is not the sole account holder.
You knew that."
Silence.
Sarah was sitting very still across the room, watching my face.
"The car," I said.
"Tell me about the car."
"I was going to talk to you about it.
And to Gail.
I just needed a little more time to—"
"You were going to forge my consent, Daniel.
Or pressure me into agreeing after the fact.
Which one was it?"
"That's not fair."
"Was Gail ever going to be told?"
Another pause.
Longer this time.
"Daniel."
"I was going to bring her in.
Eventually."
"Eventually." I let the word sit.
"She lost the same father we did.
That car is the only thing he left the three of us.
And you were going to sell it without telling her."
"I was going to fix it, Nathan." His voice cracked slightly at the edges.
"I was trying to protect you.
Both of you.
You've been under so much pressure this year, and I thought if I could just clean up the gap before you noticed, you'd never have to—"
"Stop," I said.
He stopped.
"You don't get to protect me by stealing from me," I said.
"And you don't get to use my daughter's pain as cover for a secret you didn't want me to find." I paused.
"Maya told me today that she was afraid to tell me what was happening to her.
An eight-year-old girl.
Afraid.
In her own home." My voice stayed even.
"That ends today.
All of it."
Sarah flinched.
Daniel said nothing for a long moment.
Then: "What are you going to do?"
"First I'm going to take care of my children.
Then I'm going to call Gail.
Then I'm going to call the bank."
"Nathan, if you call the bank—"
"I know."
"There could be legal—"
"I know, Daniel."
The line was quiet.
"I'm sorry," he said finally.
It came out small and uneven, nothing like the confident voice he had used thirty seconds before.
"I genuinely am.
I didn't mean for any of this to happen to Maya.
I didn't know it was—"
"Yes you did," I said.
"You knew something was wrong at home.
I told you three weeks ago that Maya seemed different.
You told me kids go through phases."
He didn't answer.
"I have to go," I said.
"Nathan—"
I ended the call.
Sarah was watching me from the sofa.
Her arms were crossed but her hands were gripping her own elbows tightly, the knuckles pale.
"What now?" she said.
I set her phone down on the table between us.
"I'm going to check on the children," I said.
"Then I'm going to make a few calls.
You should use the time to think carefully about what you want to say when I come back."
"Are you threatening me?"
"I'm telling you the truth," I said.
"Which is more than either of you gave me."
I walked down the hall.
I knocked on Liam's door.
"Yeah?" Liam's voice, cautious.
"It's Dad.
Can I come in?"
The door opened.
All three of them were on the floor — Liam and Cora on either side of Maya, a picture book open between them that none of them had been reading.
Maya looked up at me.
Her eyes were still red but her breathing had steadied.
I sat down on the floor with them.
Cora immediately climbed into my lap.
Liam leaned against my shoulder.
Maya watched me for a moment.
Then she said, very quietly: "Is everything going to be okay, Dad?"
I put my arm around her.
"Yes," I said.
"I promise you it is."
I held all three of them there on the floor of Liam's room while the house settled into silence around us.
Cora fell asleep against my chest.
Liam's breathing slowed.
Maya stayed awake.
She was the last one to close her eyes.
And even after she did, I stayed exactly where I was.
May you like
Because in the living room, I could hear Sarah making a phone call of her own.
And the voice I heard her speak to was not Daniel's.