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"Why are you packing, Mom?" / Chapter 7 / 8

Chapter 7: The Things Left Unsaid

The paperwork took most of the night.

Raymond sat at the kitchen table until nearly one in the morning, working through the details with the focused patience of someone who had done this kind of work a hundred times before.

Jasmine sat across from him, her own lawyer joining via phone, the two of them working through each point in clipped, careful exchanges.

Jasmine's mother sat in the living room and did not speak again.

Evelyn had retreated to the guest room at ten o'clock.

Marcus had walked her there himself and stood in the doorway while she set her small black suitcase on the bed — still packed, still uncollapsed — and looked at it for a moment.

"Leave it for now," he said.

"You don't need to unpack it tonight."

"I'd rather unpack it," she said quietly.

"I'd like to put things back where they belong."

He crossed the room and took the suitcase from the bed, setting it on the floor and lifting the lid.

He didn't help her unpack.

He just sat in the chair by the window while she did it herself, folding each item back into the drawer, setting her small bottles of lotion on the dresser, hanging the faded floral blouse in the wardrobe.

When she was done, she sat on the edge of the bed and looked at him.

"You're angry with me," she said.

"About the envelope."

"I'm not angry."

"Marcus."

He looked at her.

"I'm trying to understand why you kept it."

"Because your father asked me to." She folded her hands in her lap.

"And because I knew what it would do to your marriage if it came out.

I kept hoping things would settle.

That she would settle." A pause.

"I kept thinking I was misreading her."

"Were you?"

Evelyn was quiet for a moment.

"No," she said finally.

"I wasn't."

Marcus leaned forward in the chair, elbows on his knees.

"How long have you known something was wrong?"

"A long time," she said.

"But knowing something is wrong and having the right to say so are different things.

She's your wife.

I'm your mother.

I know what happens when a mother speaks against a wife." She looked at her hands.

"I chose to stay quiet and trust that you would see it yourself."

"I should have seen it sooner."

"You loved her," Evelyn said simply.

"That's not a flaw."

They sat together in the quiet of the guest room while the rest of the house conducted its business down the hall.

At some point, Marcus reached over and covered his mother's hand with his.

She turned her palm up and held on.

"I'm sorry she made you feel unwelcome here," Marcus said.

"In my house.

I'm sorry I didn't see what was happening."

Evelyn's eyes filled, but she didn't let the tears fall.

"Your father would have liked tonight," she said finally.

Marcus looked at her.

"Would he?"

"He would have liked seeing you and Daniel in the same room." She smiled, very slightly.

"He would have been too proud to say so.

But he would have liked it."

Marcus was quiet for a moment.

"I'll call Daniel in the morning," he said.

"Properly.

Not just about the house."

Evelyn nodded.

"Good." She gave his hand a small squeeze.

"Now go.

Go be part of whatever is happening in my kitchen."

He kissed her on the forehead and left the room.

By midnight, Daniel had made coffee.

The two brothers sat side by side at the kitchen table while Raymond worked and Jasmine's lawyer spoke through the phone, their voices low and procedural.

At one point Daniel poured a second cup without being asked and pushed it toward Marcus, the same way he had done with the glass of water earlier.

Some things didn't need three years to come back.

At ten past one, Raymond gathered his papers, closed his briefcase, and looked at Marcus.

"It's done for tonight," he said.

"The formal documentation will take a few more days.

But the agreement is reached and witnessed." He glanced toward the living room.

"She has thirty days to vacate.

The repayment schedule starts in sixty."

Marcus nodded.

"Thank you, Raymond."

"Get some sleep," Raymond said, and showed himself out.

Jasmine stood in the kitchen doorway one last time.

She looked at Marcus for a long moment, her expression complicated in a way he recognized — the performance stripped away, something more honest underneath.

Something that might have been the beginning of regret, or might only have been the calculation of what regret was worth.

"I did love you," she said.

"At the beginning.

Whatever you think of me now."

Marcus looked back at her.

"I know," he said.

Because he did.

She walked back down the hallway without another word.

Her mother followed.

Daniel looked at the closed hallway door, then at his brother.

"You alright?" he asked.

Marcus picked up his coffee and found it had gone cold.

May you like

"Ask me in a month," he said.

Daniel nodded and reached for the pot to make a fresh one.

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